friend

i really wish i was able to feel i had or more people were my friends

i mainly seem to wan to have a girlfriend and this may make behavour to other people less good for them as i proberly feel i am competing with them to have a girlfriend , to be relaxed with a group of people and more to be relaxed with a girl i liked would be the best thing to really feel a joy of friend ship that i may have experienced when i was younger or it may just have been a conceptulisaction of television

i want to make friends be nice get on with some under and some above me